No title for this post, sorry!

I'm back, and I feel it's been an eternity that I didn't blog, well it's only because I've no much to say, there's nothing unusual happening in my life, so basically I'm just living an awful routine. The worst about it, is that I'm getting accustomed to it. I should be sorry for myself but as true as it bothers me to say it, I am not really, in fact I'm trying as hard as I can to carry on living this routine for the days I have left to go to school, having lessons, then taking part to exams and... and finally Holidays!!!!!!!! the last ones before my Baccalaureate exam and let me tell you that I am so freaked out, I'm afraid to screw everything up, after 3 years of torture at this goddamn high school (which looks so like a prison) the least I can do is to get out of there with a good Baccalaureate result (why not excellent result?) but I'm so frightened that all that has been done for nothing, well I can't say: all that "hard word" for nothing, because I'm not really a hard worker; I've always had good marks everywhere and especially in Mathematics without any effort so far, but here is my big issue, I do not and completely not know how to work hard to get something. That's to say bad habits are really... "bad" in default of better word.

So I think I'm just gonna carry on this way, carry on living my humdrum and meaningless life till my next year, and then I'll see what options I got.

By the way, did I mentioned I got a new English teacher? well at first I thought he was just some kind of jerk, and I've been really awful with him, but he's so a nice guy and I feel so terrible and guilty to have treated him the way I did. he even congratulated me for my good results!

I am a terrible person...

I'm getting bored and annoyed...and I never do bored and annoyed

I'd never thought it could exist any way to spend a week-end as bad as I do, seriously I'm getting so bored that I'm thinking of doing my homeworks! the kind of homeworks I'm used to give to my little brother to do in exchange of money obviously (he's a bastard) but as my pockets are empty right now, I have to do it all by myself and I hate that cause it's about painting and drawing and everything that drives me completely mad as I'm not really a patient girl... Yep, mommy and daddy did not choose the right name when I was born! (Sabrina in Arabic means someone patient!!) but now that I'm thinking about it, Sabrina is not an Arabic name, actually it's Italian!!! could it be just a coincidence? that an Italian name means something in another language

whatever...right?

So like I said before, I'm not really enjoying my time right now, I watched the new episode of Vampire Diaries (which I actually loved) I also checked the last 90210 new episode out (not bad, the most exciting thing was that Naomi and Liam broke up! hah I really enjoyed seeing Naomi's face when Liam said: "I just wanna be out of here" he was actually living with her in her house) I tried to watch "Prince of Persia" the movie I'm waiting for since almost a year, a friend of mine told me that it just came out, but it appears that he lied, so he's gonna taste a bit of my negativity next Sunday...

the only good stuff right now is that I get my second term results: I got 15.54! I did very well! especially when you see the 13.21 of the first term...ahhh my happiness would be totally complete if only I didn't know so well that I'm gonna screw everything up this last term...

keep in touch.

I'm not over him yet!

here's other pictures:

just so know, this fever about him is not gonna stop till a while, probably till I get someone else...

At first, I got a crush on Ian Somerhalder, I mean Damon Salvatore. But I was more interested in his character than in him himself.

But Paul is just too... too everything!

My man!

hey guys, here's the big news!!!!!!!!

I'm in love!!!!!!!!

No kidding, I'm! but maybe not completely, just half in love, cause he's an actor actually! Paul Wesley! Stephan Salvatore in The new CW hit, The Vampire Diaries.

Actually he never really attracted me, cause at first glance you can't really see how gorgeous he is.

I mean, those kind of pretty faces need you to look at it really really good, and when I did with Paul, there were like a
revelation: He's damn hot!!!! he's got that something that definitely does let me with no voice! I'm even wondering how I didn't realize that before, I mean it's so obvious now...

Check it out:

Aww! it hurts...

We are Saturday March 27th and right now I should be on court hitting millions of balls. But in stead of, I'm sitting at the computer with my leg shaved on the bed as if it was broken. Actually it is not broken but it hurts like it was broken!

Actually it is all because of that goddamn wind of yesterday's, it was blowing so hard! I've never seen something like that, and under those conditions you can't play well.

I was just trynna keep the ball on court but it was so hard to hit it, you just feel like it weighs 5 kg or something, so I ended up with an horrible pain on my left wrist and probably on my left elbow too I still don't know exactly whence the pain on my arm really comes.

And I botched my leg cause when you're playing with someone who's struggling with the ball, you gotta run everywhere all over the court to not let wind take it off of the court!! I was like: !!!!!!!!!! how can it do that with me, it's just a ball! a silly, stupid small yellow ball, but it is driving totally crazy!

Of course you would tell me: why don't you just stop it and call it a day?

I would answer: I tried!!!! it was actually my first thought a long before I even started hitting any ball, but my sucker coach decided to make me understand that sometimes "the easy ways are not always the best ways" so he stood up just besides me, and watched me fighting with that crappy balls and that damn wind during 2 hours! he's such a bastard...

What else can I say? he can be pretty mean when decides to, like he did when he asked me (no he ordered me) to gather the balls (that were all over a huge place of something like 50meters radius or whatever, as the wind has done pretty serious damages) so let's say I really drooled yesterday.

Yesterday...

All my troubles seemed so far away

Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh I believe in yesterday
Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me
Oh yesterday came suddenly
Why she had to go? I don't know she wouldn't say
I said something wrong now I long for yesterday...

ahhhh I love this song! I can sing it over and over and over again I would never get tired of it!

see ya guys later

Trying to seem serious!

Well... I was hanging out last Tuesday and on the way back, there was a huge Techno shop and the colors were really attracting me (I know it sounds childish!) so I came on and while I was walking between the shelves I noticed a book: "how to learn Russian for beginner"

When I saw it I was like: this book has been putted right here just become of me or something?!

I took it and now I cannot put it down. To be honest I'm pissing off everyone who's asking about that book on my hands, I'm like: oh it's a marvelous book, you wanna know how to say that and that and that?... and yeah it's a bit annoying so I'll try to calm down!

By the way, I told you in a previous post that I was looking for the vampire diaries books, well I found it, I've read the first one, and I'm right now almost done with the second to start the third. Honestly, it's the first time that I feel like an adaptation is better than the original novel. The books are great it just that the story is way more rich and interesting on the show, there's so many things that make the difference. I think everyone who read the books would say the same thing.

But on the other hand, I kind of regret the real ELENA GILBERT, on the book she's supposed to be the high school queen, blonde with strange blue eyes. She's confident and loves to take risks. ELENA on the show, well at first; she's not blonde and she got brown eyes (not that she's not pretty, it's just that I would have liked to guess Elena when I was reading the books, like I saw her on TV) but the difference between the 2 is too big. Then, Elena on the Show is some kind of weak... I don't know how to say it, but I definitely don't feel that energy from her like I do it on the book if you know what I'm saying.

Finally, I'm crazy about Damon! he rocks, he's good looking, sexy, funny, cute, adorable, demonic (and I think there's definitely an appeal on it) and he's a vampire!