DOODLE: Not my idea of Heaven at all

first of all, I gotta say that something goes wrong on this site, it's been like a 3 weeks now that I can't put any picture any video, I can't use the colours, GOD that drives me crazy!! and apparently no one is doing something to solve it.

But let's be back about me a lil bit, but where do I start?...

Uhmm, at first I think I completely screwed up my test of Science Nat, which is unfortunate cause it represents 20% of my final note. it is nfortunate cause you know I'm in science class and I cannot count on maths to make up my notes anymore, so as true as it bothers me to say it, I have to work hard in Science Nat (in fact I hate the Sciences from the depth of myself)
And only now, I realize that I made the worst mistake of my life by enlisting in the scientific class. I should have went into math class, (you would say, why you didn't then? I would answer: that's what it costs to listen to your Dad) How dumb I was!
Then, I think I had the greatest revelation of my life, boys are assholes! ok, alright maybe not as great as I thought, but still a huge deal knowing that I always defend them like:
-"stop saying that about them girls, it's not fair at all, they're cool, maybe more than us"
Now I realize that the girls were right, boys are assholes I found it out somedays ago when my supposed friend (boy) showed me how evil boys can be.
Well I don't wanna give too many details about that but all I can say is that I thought that hypocrisy was just a girl-business. well, guys can be so hypocritical! and believe me it hurts more when it comes from boy than from a girl! and now I'm not talking about boys as boyfriends (everyone knows that they're assholes by this side) but I'm talking about them as friends, I never thought it possible, when it happened I was like "no way!" and I've heard someone shouting "WAY"!

What else? oh yeah! at least something good happened in all that. So this week I was finally back on the tennis courts and I cannot tell you how much I missed it. The balls, my rackets and my coach (he's so cute and young in addition! you can't even imagine how much pleasure it is to play with him) but we just maintain a professional relationship...there maybe a suspicion of friendship in it but nothing more I swear!


that's all for now! will be in touch!xx

Finally back!

I'm really sorry for the lack of updates this last week, but it was a crazy week actually, I just hadn't a free minute. I was so busy with the school-work, and I think I'll be for some time.
But I'm not the only reason, it becomes impossible to put a picture or a video here, and I have so many things to show you! I don't know exactly to what it's due, but it's been like two weeks that we can't upload something.
So it's pretty ennoying with no colour, no music or pictures. I just hope the problem will be solved quickly...
I'll write to you in a week or so...
keep around, LOVE YA

DOODLE: I’ve the great pleasure to introduce you my family: the ADAMS family!

Ooooooh my God!!!!!! I’m so mad right now, they’re driving me crazy!!!!
You would say something like: who? And I would answer: My PARENTS!!!!!! I’m just too angry so I need to do something you know to bring my calm back; I think writing helps me a bit.

They always make me feel this way; I don’t know exactly what I did or what they think I did so they’re doing all their possible to make my life a hell.
It’s always the same thing with’em; my mom screams constantly for nothing, she’s always trying to fire it up between us.
And my dad, huh, he’s like; he wants to be the “say-so” at home so he contradicts all what I say even it’s totally stupid, you know that kind of people who always abuse of their authority just to have the last word even they’re wrong… My father is like that, and it’s sort of bullshit you know…

I know that people always say; this step of life is hard there’s moment that you fight with everybody around you, and especially with your parents. That’s ridiculous; simply a damn theory made by damn people who imagine themselves knowing everything about life; they suppose teenagers: kids in trouble, just complicated kids… that’s false, we’re people who have a mind, a brain, we have thoughts and feelings and of course a different consideration of the world. And yes I gotta say that sometimes I’ve murder wants, but I’m not complicated, teenagers are not trouble kids; we’re not adults neither children, we’re actually learning how much life is hard but nobody take it easy with us.
you'll certainly make fun of this doodle cause you're probably livin' the same things...
I'll update in a week or so...take good care

DOODLE: Finally, here is the Weekend

what a week! this was a very long week actually so this two days off are welcome! but if I summarize a bit, I think I'm pretty happy with the way things have turned, cause first: nothing ambarrassing or things like that happened to me! I didn't fight with anyone (a miracle) and... oh common let's say it; it was pretty fun out there!!
So, now it's not a new school year anymore, we passed the first week, now we're studying normaly.
I actually greatly appreciated having good relations with everyone, you know cause it's usually the most important thing in high school, I mean start on good basics...
the disappointing thing in all that is that; my old friend whom I spoke about the other day is not in class, the asshole director put her in another class, but wherever, I think we can deal with that...

I think that's it, now I'll have sometime to rest,
Keep reading my online diary where a teen girl shares her life
kiss kiss...bye bye

DOODLE: Back to serious business…

After 3 days of total confusion (let’s say it clearly, the administration was totally overcome) we’re back to real work, that’s to say; courses resume, teachers are very serious seemed to say “finished jokes, hello hard work” that sucks! But fortunately I have my best friend in class with me and at the latest next week; one of my oldest friends should join us, so…But can you imagine?! She and I + my best friend are like links since what? the first school year! Then we were 5! And we’ve always been together since that. We are now 16 and it’s always a pleasure, we’re sort of, I don’t know, but like there’s a strong link up there, hope it’ll always remain as huge in 10 other years…
About courses, like I said finished jokes; now it's time to get back to the school spirit, you know it's kinda...for exemple: there's always a song playing in my mind over and over again, so now I have to delete all the music and replace it by some questions like: what is exactly a shank!!

I don't even know what it is!!! in fact it's hard to think that way, I mean when I'm in a classroom, it's definately too hard to think of other stuff that sleeping, the beach, ice-creams and how many hours left to go out!! and beleive me I do think that way!!

Gosh!!!! I guess this will be a long, long yearrrr

Marat Safin & Maria Sharapova - Through the Glass

Hi everyone!

right here is a video I made about the handsome Marat Safin and Maria Sharapova!

please, check it out and leave your apreciations!

the song is: "Through the glass" by "Stone Sour"