I'm not over him yet!

here's other pictures:

just so know, this fever about him is not gonna stop till a while, probably till I get someone else...

At first, I got a crush on Ian Somerhalder, I mean Damon Salvatore. But I was more interested in his character than in him himself.

But Paul is just too... too everything!

My man!

hey guys, here's the big news!!!!!!!!

I'm in love!!!!!!!!

No kidding, I'm! but maybe not completely, just half in love, cause he's an actor actually! Paul Wesley! Stephan Salvatore in The new CW hit, The Vampire Diaries.

Actually he never really attracted me, cause at first glance you can't really see how gorgeous he is.

I mean, those kind of pretty faces need you to look at it really really good, and when I did with Paul, there were like a
revelation: He's damn hot!!!! he's got that something that definitely does let me with no voice! I'm even wondering how I didn't realize that before, I mean it's so obvious now...

Check it out:

Aww! it hurts...

We are Saturday March 27th and right now I should be on court hitting millions of balls. But in stead of, I'm sitting at the computer with my leg shaved on the bed as if it was broken. Actually it is not broken but it hurts like it was broken!

Actually it is all because of that goddamn wind of yesterday's, it was blowing so hard! I've never seen something like that, and under those conditions you can't play well.

I was just trynna keep the ball on court but it was so hard to hit it, you just feel like it weighs 5 kg or something, so I ended up with an horrible pain on my left wrist and probably on my left elbow too I still don't know exactly whence the pain on my arm really comes.

And I botched my leg cause when you're playing with someone who's struggling with the ball, you gotta run everywhere all over the court to not let wind take it off of the court!! I was like: !!!!!!!!!! how can it do that with me, it's just a ball! a silly, stupid small yellow ball, but it is driving totally crazy!

Of course you would tell me: why don't you just stop it and call it a day?

I would answer: I tried!!!! it was actually my first thought a long before I even started hitting any ball, but my sucker coach decided to make me understand that sometimes "the easy ways are not always the best ways" so he stood up just besides me, and watched me fighting with that crappy balls and that damn wind during 2 hours! he's such a bastard...

What else can I say? he can be pretty mean when decides to, like he did when he asked me (no he ordered me) to gather the balls (that were all over a huge place of something like 50meters radius or whatever, as the wind has done pretty serious damages) so let's say I really drooled yesterday.

Yesterday...

All my troubles seemed so far away

Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh I believe in yesterday
Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me
Oh yesterday came suddenly
Why she had to go? I don't know she wouldn't say
I said something wrong now I long for yesterday...

ahhhh I love this song! I can sing it over and over and over again I would never get tired of it!

see ya guys later

Trying to seem serious!

Well... I was hanging out last Tuesday and on the way back, there was a huge Techno shop and the colors were really attracting me (I know it sounds childish!) so I came on and while I was walking between the shelves I noticed a book: "how to learn Russian for beginner"

When I saw it I was like: this book has been putted right here just become of me or something?!

I took it and now I cannot put it down. To be honest I'm pissing off everyone who's asking about that book on my hands, I'm like: oh it's a marvelous book, you wanna know how to say that and that and that?... and yeah it's a bit annoying so I'll try to calm down!

By the way, I told you in a previous post that I was looking for the vampire diaries books, well I found it, I've read the first one, and I'm right now almost done with the second to start the third. Honestly, it's the first time that I feel like an adaptation is better than the original novel. The books are great it just that the story is way more rich and interesting on the show, there's so many things that make the difference. I think everyone who read the books would say the same thing.

But on the other hand, I kind of regret the real ELENA GILBERT, on the book she's supposed to be the high school queen, blonde with strange blue eyes. She's confident and loves to take risks. ELENA on the show, well at first; she's not blonde and she got brown eyes (not that she's not pretty, it's just that I would have liked to guess Elena when I was reading the books, like I saw her on TV) but the difference between the 2 is too big. Then, Elena on the Show is some kind of weak... I don't know how to say it, but I definitely don't feel that energy from her like I do it on the book if you know what I'm saying.

Finally, I'm crazy about Damon! he rocks, he's good looking, sexy, funny, cute, adorable, demonic (and I think there's definitely an appeal on it) and he's a vampire!

Masquerade! et tralalala...

hey everybody, This is my masterpiece:

It is my art exam.

Art class is an option we sometimes we got fun stuff to do, sometimes very boring stuff, and frustrating... And in fact, Art is not an option, we got to have it!

so the subject was to do an advertisement about anything and I chose an event: masquerade!

Of course I had to do it in French. But it is still awesome, isn't it?

Time for me to blog again...

I know I've been kind of lazy with you and I completely neglected my blog, but believe me it couldn't be otherwise. Between school, tennis practices, my Russian lessons (that I try as best I could do to have) and some time to my friends who noticed that I've been such a deserter for some weeks now, I've got no time to blog but now it's the holidays so...

I think I own big apologies (I don't know exactly to who) cause I've totally screwed up my blog. when I see the date of the last post I'm like: Waouh! have I been that neglecting?

that's to say that I am so sorry. I should add this is not gonna happen again, but... it is probably going to so...!

I have no big news except that I finally did well at school! maybe I could have done better but still good job compared with the first term. And now that exams are over, I'll be able to often write, and go to parties just like I did last week-end.

It was actually my cousin's friend birthday party, it was fun and we took some cool pics but my cousin, -as dumb as she is- accidentally deleted the whole file! so I can't show it to you guys. at least that makes no proof that I was in party last week-end cause my mom thought I was just spending the night with my cousin, she would be mad if she knows the truth, she hates when I lie to her and especially hates college boys! plus, I was supposed to be revising my lessons knowing that exams wasn't over yet...

I'll write again very soon so bye now